Dad
It is two weeks and 2 days past
My cell phone was ringing when
I was riding my bike to office
Just after I parked my bike in office
I saw your call what I missed
I should have called you immediately
But I did not call you.
I use to do many times like that
Sometimes when you call me
I use to say I am in meeting, I will call you later
Sometimes I called you back and sometimes I don’t
Sometimes I don’t even pick up your phone
After half an hour your second son,
My brother was calling me
When I picked up the phone
He was crying by saying that
Our daddy passed away
I don’t know what is happening
What to do, I cried like small baby aloud
I realized I have done a great sin
I did not even speak with you when you are in need of me utmost
I cried like a child, but I couldn’t speak with you any more
Now I am trying many times to your mobile
Network is saying “the subscriber you have called is switched off, please try later”
But I only know you don’t speak with me forever.
I remember the days when you made me to study in matriculation school with your 300 rupees salary
I remember the days when you do exercise for my leg daily
I remember the days when you teach me about IC engines when I was just 13 years old
I remember the days when you made me to finish my engineering with your 3000 rupees income
I love you so much pa
But not even a single time I made you to feel my love
I kissed you when I was about to fire cemetery
But I didn’t even kissed you once when you are alive
Instead I yelled at you many times for many reasons
Now I can understand I did all that just because of dust of memories collected in my brain
I tried your mobile to say this and cry
Network is saying “the subscriber you have called is switched off, please try later”
But I only know you don’t speak with me forever.
I love you so much pa
I know well you don’t afraid of death
In your whole life time you are cheated most of the times by most of the peoples
But not even a single time you cheated anybody or hurt anybody
I learned punctuality, dedication, love everything from you
Now you are in to the ocean of gods
Always you are in my heart, not in my brain
I know well you don’t born in this world again
If you wish to born again I also know you will born as my child
I love you so much pa
My humble request to every son
Spend most of the times with your loved ones
Making this world itself means making relationships
We need not make new relationships
But surely we can love our loved ones most
And especially we can make our loved ones to feel our love
Understand anger, hate, sad everything is just because of
Dust of memories collected in our brain
Don’t spare your loved ones for these emotions
Love your father and mother insanely
